It was the first day of school and as every year I was late.

I got dressed and ran outside my house.

It was a sunny day even though it was almost autumn.

While I was walking to school I saw a guy with a green mohawk, I've never seen him before, his family moved here a week ago.

He was cleaning his black motorbike, i stared at him as he looked up at me and smirked.

"Hey beautiful can I help you?"

He said looking up and down at me.

I walked closer to him noticing his blue eyes.

"I'm Duncan." 

He smiled

"I'm Gwen."

I responded with a little smile

"So, do you need a ride?"

He asked as I noticed that his look fell on my breast

"Why should I trust a punk?"

I hesitated.

"Because I'm handsome."

He smiled and I chuckled 

"Alright."

I got on the motorbike and he drove us to the school, as we arrived he smirked 

"Why don't you come with me after school, you, me and some beers?"

I smirked back and teased him.

"I'm coming with you just for some free beers."

He chuckled.

After he left for parking the motorbike 

a brunette girl ran to him and hugged him “Oh Duncan I missed you!”

She yelled with her acute voice.

She grabbed him by his shirt and kissed him, she was one of those “Barbie Girls”

Those girls that are always perfect for every event.

I rolled my eyes and walked into school, as I arrived at my locker i felt someone laying his hands on my eyes “Guess Who I am?”

I recognized the voice, I turned around and saw him.

Trent. 

He was the most popular guy of the school, we were “dated”, we used to hang out last summer but my feelings for him were dead.

“Hi Trent..” I said putting a book in the locker.

“After school I’m taking you out no excuses.”

He smirked getting closer to my face.

“Sorry honey I’ve already got a date.”

I smirked and left him confused.

“you what?? Well you can’t leave me, nobody leaves me!”

I bit my lower lip and walked away, I was done with his shit.

After school as I got home, my mother came after me.

“Hi honey how was your day?”

She asked with a wide smile.

I sighed walking upstairs “Good.”

“Oh Gwen, before I forget, Trent called he’s taking you out at 5pm.”

I froze at listening to that.

My mother considered Trent as a “third child” and she wouldn’t be happy at the fact that I’m not into him anymore..

I let my pale body fall on the bed and closed my eyes.

What am I gonna do now with him?..

At 5 I heard the doorbell ring.

It was Trent.

"Gwen! Trent is here!"

My mom yelled from downstairs, I didn't want to see Trent, seeing his face again could make my last nerve explode.

I opened the window and sneaked out,

As I was outside I ran to Duncan's house.

"Duncan!"

I started knocking at his door repeatedly.

He opened the door and looked at me confused as he asked.

"What are you doing here? Our appointment is at 6pm"

"Please let me in.."

I begged.

He let me in and noticed I was agitated.

"Gwen what's wrong?"

I was looking outside hiding behind the tent, seeing Trent leaving.

I sighed peacefully 

"Oh well..it's a long story, let's go now I'll tell you.."

He didn't hesitate and in a few minutes we were on the motorbike.

We arrived in a big park, there was a little lake with a bridge made of wood.

We walked to the bridge, Duncan handed me a beer as He dipped his.

"So.." he said "can you tell me what was happening?".

I looked down at the water and answered.

"Well, there was my "boyfriend"" that wanted to take me out..but.. he's not my mate anymore."

I sipped some beer.

"Why don't you dumb him?"

"It's complicated.." I answered .

"And what about you mister?" I looked up at him with a grin.

"I'm happily free with nobody who gives me orders."

He answered with a smirk.

"And who was the girl who ran after you this morning?" I smirked.

He kinda chocked sipping beer.

"W-well..it's not what you think, she was a "one night fun" but I didn't expect her to get obsessed with me."

My eyes opened wide, he wasn't dated!

I blushed, why does it make me that relieved?

He noticed my cheeks blushing and chuckled.

I pushed him friendly.

"Shut up!" I laughed as I took out a cigarette and lighted it up.

He was smirking at me and I couldn't stop staring at his eyes, i was losing myself into those diamonds.

I puffed out the smoke on his face.

He laid his hands on my hips and pushed me closer to his chest, I could feel his heartbeat raising faster.

I looked up at him smiling, I felt so happy like never before.

He laid his cold lips on mine, giving me a sweet kiss.

The kiss got more passionately, our tongue were dancing together as he pinned me against the eaves of the bridge.

I felt fireworks inside my stomach.

After more laughs and talks we went home.

But when I opened the door I couldn't believe what was happening.

When I opened the door I found Trent standing in front of me,

His eyes were full of anger, he got closer to me and pinned me forcefully against the door squeezing my wrists with all his forces.

"Who was that guy?"

He asked frustrated.

"It's not your business!" I yelled trying to run away,

"Oh it is, you're mine."

He said sliding his hand in my skirt.

I pushed him away with all my forces and ran upstairs, as I went in my room he followed me and closed the door behind him.

I was scared, he was getting violent.

She grabbed my arm and slapped me, leaving the handprint on my cheek.

I fell on the ground crying, I could believe he did that to me.

"This is the last time you treat me like this."

He threatened me then leaving the house.

I was alone, lying on the floor crying like a baby, did I deserve that?

The next morning i walked to school, I was scared to see Trent again 

I had a bruise on my face that I had to cover with the foundation but the bruises on my wrist was still there.

I closed my locker and her a voice behind me.

"Hi pasty."

It was Duncan, i immediately felt more safe.

I turned around and he saw i was upset,

"Hey what's wrong?"

He asked caressing my check, I immediately backed out, it still hurt.

He looked at me confused, I hide my wrist and he immediately took my hands and uncovered them.

He froze.

"Who did this to you?"

"Duncan it's okay.." I tried to don't worry him.

"Who the fuck did this to you?"

He asked again.

"Hey beautiful did you learn the lesson?"

Trent walked over.

Duncan immediately pinned him against the wall holding him by the shirt.

"Do not fucking talk to her." Duncan warned him.

"It's my girlfriend I can do anything I want with her."

He said grinning.

Duncan punched him in the face, leaving him on the floor.

He did that..for me.

After school Duncan offered to drive me home, but we didn't go there,

He told me we were going somewhere special.

we arrived in a big mansion, He told me it was his second house,

Never thought he was that rich, but I didn't care about money.

We entered inside the mansion and the first thing I noticed was a big window that showed the seaside and the ocean.

It was beautiful.

"Wow.." I was wordless.

He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me from behind, kissing my cheek sweetly.

I was happy.

"I know you enough for saying that you need some time away from that place."

He said smiling.

"But Duncan, I don't have any clothes."

"No worries pasty, there are some clothes that you can use upstairs."

He pointed upstairs with his finger.

It was almost 6pm, I was sitting on the big couch made of black skin, reading a book while the fireplace was warming all the room.

Duncan came downstairs and threw himself on me and started kissing all over me.

I chuckled softly letting him doing it.

He smirked and asked me.

"Why don't you get ready for a fancy dinner?"

Why was he so sweet?

I smiled and kissed his cheek, I walked upstairs and opened the wardrobe, I noticed a black dress, I tried it, it was a tight dress that fitted me perfectly.

I went back downstairs and saw Duncan, he had his mouth wide open and his eyes could stop staring at me.

I winked and chuckled.

"Why someone is wordless."

He smirked 

"Woah.."

He said surprised.

He took me to a fancy restaurant, with the sight on the sea.

After dinner we went for a walk on the seaside.

"So.." I opened the conversation.

"Does your parents know we are here?"

He let out a chuckle.

"They barely care that I'm alive, I don't mind what they think."

I looked at him confused.

"What do you mean?"

"Me and my father live in two different worlds, he's a big manager and I like burn things, we've never had a great relationship."

He said shaking his shoulders.

I felt bad for him, I knew what means don't have a paternity figure.

My father left my mother when my brother born.

He was always violent and had a struggle with alcohol.

When he was home it was a hell.

He was violent with my mother and me.

"I'm sorry."

I said truly.

"I know what you're passing thru."

I continued.

"Do you?"

He asked surprised.

"Yes, my father was gone when I was 12, my mother got crazy and got "obsessed" with me and my brother."

He stayed silent.

I looked down thinking about my traumatic past.

He stopped walking and raised my head with his finger.

"You don't have to be sad for the past, just live the present."

I smiled, he could made a bad thing into a superficial way.

I adored that thing.

We walked back to the mansion, he told me to wait on the couch as he walked to the kitchen, Duncan walked back with a bottle of wine and two glasses.

He poured some wine in the glasses and handled me one.

"Duncan.." I looked at the wine in the glass.

"Why did you take me here? I mean..Courtney is going to drive crazy."

He sighed.

"Gwen, don't think about her, she's nothing to me, I don't have any feelings for her, and if it is going to make you not overthink, I'll tell her about us."

Us, that word made me smile, we were a thing, just him and I, together.

He got closer to my face rubbing the tip of his nose on mine.

I grabbed him by the collar of the shirt and kissed him.

The kiss got passionate, he got on my lap and slid his hands under the dress.

His cold hands slid down my back giving me shivers, 

he unzipped my dress slowly, 

he pulled down my dress as he started kissing down my neck till my breast.

He unlocked my bra throwing it away and nibbled on it leaving a little hickey.

He pinned me on the couch and went down to panties,

kissed my private parts and pulled the panties down, 

he started licking, 

I could feel his tongue playing with my clit.

My insides got more wet as he licked them.

Then he slid two fingers inside me and thrusted them, 

I groaned softly biting my lower lip.

He continued for some time, while he was rubbing, 

he kissed me passionately.

He took out his fingers, and looked at me into my eyes and smiled.

I unlocked his belt and pull his pants down,

He took out his member, 

it was already hard.

He kissed me sweetly and asked me

"Are you ready?"

I nodded blushing, I could feel that he wanted me, as I did.

He entered inside me, I groaned for the little pain,

He kissed my forehead and thrusted.

I could feel him inside me.

We weren't having love, it was love having us.

It’s been a week since our love escape,

And thing seemed to be good, my mother accepted the fact that Trent and I were over, Trent hasn’t talked to me since Duncan punched him.

But there was one thing that disturbed me,

Courtney.

Duncan didn’t talk to her yet and when I was with him, she texted him many times.

It started getting on my nerves.

It was a Saturday morning, I woke up feeling sick.

I could stand without feeling like fainting and I was nauseated and hungry at the same time.

I was craving sweets like a crazy.

My mother was out of town so I decided to call Duncan over because I needed some help.

But when I was about to call him I saw Courtney walking inside his house.

I froze, how could him?

I thought he was over her.

“What a jerk!”

I yelled throwing the phone on the bed.

I was furious, I trusted him and now he’s with her!

I sat on the floor and started crying like a baby.

I still couldn’t believe that.

I walked to the bathroom and grabbed the sleep pills, eating a big handful of them.

I slowly felt sleepy and I fell on the ground, I couldn’t feel my body, I closed my eyes and all I saw was black.

I woke up, Duncan was there shaking me,

I opened my eyes still a bit unconscious, I looked at Duncan, he had a black eye.

“Gwen you’re awake! What did you wanted to do?” He asked frustrated grabbing the rest of the pills.

I stayed silent, I wasn’t lucid.

I sat up and Duncan handled me a glass of water.

After some time I asked him.

“Why was she there?”

He sat next to me and held me.

“I had to tell her that it was over, that I wasn’t interested anymore, and her response was this.” He said pointing his eye.

I looked up at him, what was in my mind?

I felt so stupid, I stand up.

“That eye need some ice.”

He smiled, but when I made a step, I felt more nauseated then before and threw up.

Duncan was by my side patting my back and holding my hair.

I washed my face and went with Duncan in my bedroom and a thought crossed my mind.

“Duncan..you..you didn’t use a condom..”

I said worried hoping that he was gonna deny that but Duncan got paler 

And his eyes wide open.

“Oh fuck.”

He didn’t conformed me, my heart started beating faster and I almost fainted.

I sat down panicking inside.

“What are we gonna do?”

I asked.

“Maybe it’s not true I mean..maybe you’re just sick, I’m gonna buy a pregnancy test just wait here.”

He said giving me a little kiss on the forehead and walking out, leaving me overthinking.

After awhile he came back with the test.

I grabbed it and looked up at him worried, he hugged me tightly, 

He was there for me.

I looked down at the test, sitting on the bed of my room, what if I was pregnant?

I was just 21, but thinking about a little me or a little Duncan warmed my heart.

Duncan was walking straight and back all around the room, he didn’t seem that happy.

10 minutes had passed, it was time to check.

My heartbeat was rapid.

My breathing was heavy.

My hands were shaking and sweaty.

I looked down again at it, two lines.

It’s positive.

I automatically smiled, it wasn’t the best moment to smile, but I did feel happy.

“Is it negative??” 

Duncan asked nervously.

I looked at him, 

“what if I tell him the truth and he leave me?” I thought 

I bit my lip and took a breath, he had to know the truth.

“No.” I said.

He froze for a few seconds, then he walked to me and hugged me tightly.

I looked at him really confused, what? Like..really what?

“I thought you didn’t want it.”

I said explaining my confusion.

He chuckled a little 

“Maybe it’s right that we are not ready, but who is really? Gwen I love you, and we can do this together, this could be the possibility to have a great relationship with my son, so he doesn’t have to suffer like I did.”

I smiled and kissed his lips sweetly.

It seemed all perfect, until I heard my mother arriving home.

“Shit.” I said looking out the window.

“How can I tell her?? She barely knows that we have a relationship!” I said in panic.

Duncan calmed me down.

“Pasty calm down, we can tell her together.”

He took my hand gently.

I sighed and nodded, 

“she couldn’t kill me right? I guess...” I thought in my mind.

I went downstairs with Duncan, my mother was in the kitchen.

“Oh hi honey! And hi...”she blocked.

“Duncan.” I said a bit frustrated.

“Hi Mrs. Fahlenbock” Duncan smiled.

“Mom I...we have to tell you something.”

The smile that my mother had on her face turned upside down, she sat on a chair.

“What is it?”

She asked worried, but trying to make it less obvious.

I took a long breath.

“Mom, you know that me and Duncan are dated, it’s been almost 3 months..we...” I blocked and looked at Duncan hoping that he could help me.

Duncan looked at me and understood what I was trying to tell him.

“We’re pregnant.” He said.

My mom seemed shocked, my fear was that she was having a heart attach.

“Are you kidding? Ohh it’s all a joke” she laughed nervously.

“No mom it’s the truth..”

She stayed silent, she thought that Duncan wasn’t the best example for a child, but she was wrong and didn’t want to accept that.

“Duncan please leave Gwen and I alone please.”

She said, Duncan did as she said, and here I was.

Face to face with my mother.