my father was always absent

and when I managed to see him

there were only screams and loud noises all over the place

I thought my mother was perfect 

since the differences from her husband

But grewing up I noticed more and more

how negleting and pricky she was.

Emotion are out

Perfection is my second name

Follow your bigger sister's steps

Who am I?

I don't know.

Maybe a robot or a ghost.

Who knows?

Sister, you were my safe space. 

Where are you, then?

Oh, right! In your own life.

I can call and whine, but you won't came.

My screams and tears have disappeard.

Delusion is my second name

Follow your hearth!

Hey, just keep me alive, okay bud?

Cousing, there you are!

Sipping some tea

And slowing slipping from my hands.

I was an adult in a child body,

Now I am an age regressor!

There it is!

Give me back my time!

Give me back my dreams!

It's cold and I can't understand anything of this!

You keep walking while I learn

what hope and emotions are.

Please keep silent

I just need to rest

I failed as a baby,

so let me live a childhood now.